Honesty is Key

I have had this feeling a few times. It’s like your literally drowning and can’t catch a breath but when you do go to try to breathe your lungs feel with water and all you can do is cry. Well that’s how today feels. I am sicker than a dog throwing up and not feeling well. Getting called a lazy bitch and just trying to keep up. I homeschool my son so yeah there’s a lot that doesn’t get handled right away or maybe even for a few days. I deserve a bit of time to myself I feel. I’m always doing something or trying to do for others when it comes down to it I have been known to just shut down and keep everyone at a distance. It’s what I know and it’s where I feel the safest. Threats don’t do anything for me at all. Just makes me not want to be where I am.