Honesty is Key

Meet the teacher night went amazing. Well it was a 1 on 1 to get to know the parent and kiddos on Wednesday. He absolutely loves his teacher. He didn’t want to leave. That’s what made me bawl my eyes out. He is so happy with his teacher and he is amazing with him. So when he started giving the pouty face I knew he feels safe with his teacher. We have the full blown full house on meet the teacher night on Monday.

Its Monday and he has his meet the teacher night tonight. He gets to meet some of his classmates and see his teacher again. Im super excited for him to get socialized and learn. He’s an only child and will have to learn to share. I know I have posted before about him being feral. That hasn’t changed yet. Maybe going to school will help that. It’ll be 5 days a week.

I know one thing though the nightmares that come from the separation anxiety is real. they give out a paper stating that “Separation anxiety is a common developmental stage that many children experience. It is normal part of a child’s emotional development, but it can be challenging for both the child and parent.” Then it goes into strategies that help the transition.

I hope that his won’t be as bad as mine has been I had a really horrible nightmare Saturday night. It started as a friend of mine his wife and kids came too to a store called B&W. Instead of having elevators and stairs they had platforms that had no walls or doors. The wife and the youngest moved towards me and my son. They were on the platform while we were on the second floor. We got what we needed. We got on the platform. Me and the wife were on the platform. The youngest and my son were still on the second floor. I told little man to hurry. Well, he almost made it. His hands caught the edge of the platform for just a second. Then he fell under the platform. Normally when he falls he’ll say he’s okay or start crying. This time there wasn’t a sound security came and we had to wait for the platform to go back up. That’s when I saw the horrific scene of what had happened. We had a funeral for little man. I won’t go into the more gory details of what came after. It’s terrifying to think about losing your son at such a young age and all he’s really had is you.