Honesty is Key

We will see if little man will be starting school on Monday. I am going to be sad with him going but maybe he won’t be as feral. He will be able to make friends and I am hoping he doesn’t have the same experience that I had when I went to school here. I had a really hard time going then went to a different school it was a better experience. Then I came back and went to a school where I could graduate early. I did 2 years of school in 4 months and graduated with my high school diploma. I want to make sure my son doesn’t have any issues with going to school. He has gone before but only 3 weeks and I think he enjoyed it but it was most definitely a pretty penny weekly.

I thought about going back to college and finish my degree for IT or go for business. The older I get the more I notice how jobs are more about who you know and not your education. Some go into major debt just to get the education and then can’t get a job. I’d love to find a job where I am able to be a loner and work my butt off. Last time I went to college I was working 2 full time jobs and doing school and not much time to sleep. We do what we need to do. I would need to find a Job that would be able to work to my disabilities. Just in case I have another seizure or something else happens. I really enjoyed being able to work it kept my mind busy. When I lost my fiancé and miscarried it really did a number on me. After a few months of doing uber and delivering food, I threw myself back into the work life and kept myself as busy as I could just to keep my mind off of the pain.