Honesty is Key

Yesterday was a little hectic and we have been going to sleep early. It has been adventure after adventure everyday. Little man slept fully through the night last night even though he was turning circles in the bed all night. I woke up a few times with his feet in my face then in my ribs.

The night before I had a nightmare about some wasps coming after me not exactly sure what that had to do with things going on except for being allergic. With going through the withdrawal process of being on the prescription medication maybe it had to do with coming off the medication and itching all over. I’m hoping that is the connection.

This morning seems like my brain is a bit all over the place. I had plans yesterday but they didn’t come through so me and little man relaxed a bit and watched Bluey. We went to bed pretty early or at least he did. He fell asleep at like 20:00 and I wasn’t far being trying to stay awake. I had started a new entry last night but it didn’t make it that far in.

All our puppies were in the bed with us last night, they all cuddled with little man. I watched a little bit of The Bear before falling asleep. Today has been not so productive of a day thus far. I think we will go venture out shortly and keep things up to date. I also added my email to my about me page if anyone needs to vent or just have a conversation.

Most withdrawals are from street drugs or at least they are the ones you always hear about. Its not true but the struggle with the withdrawals no matter what it is from are always going to get bad before they get better. I wish that more people were understanding before they jump to conclusions before judging a book by its cover. This all has helped me have more of an understanding of what my fiancé had been through. His was from street drugs but I was always there I was his rock and stayed. But as for now if anyone happens to have any questions don’t hesitate to ask through comments or through email.

Im hoping that I can help with people that maybe struggling with things in life. Life tends to throw us curve balls that we are not expecting. We get through it though it maybe hard and very messy with emotions. I have learned that its not all about the way I feel when it comes to being a single parent. Its little man and I against the world. I am very blessed to have him and our kids don’t have endless time with us and they grow up so quickly time just flies by. I feel like there is never enough time in the world. Anything could happen in the blink of an eye. I hope everyone has an amazing day.

To the over thinkers most of the time when you are overthinking things more than likely its because you have a gut feeling that is right. when you are at peace though you are able to shut your mind down easier and rest better. Don’t let anyone take away your inner peace or your mental away from your goals. Set daily goals that you would like to reach and it maybe just simple steps like getting out of bed for the day, brushing your teeth or hair. The little things help quite a bit honestly.